Whatelse shall I write about you.............................

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What I search, a perfect mixture of you..

You, your eyes; in fresh heavenly dew..

Light of my heart,so brightened are you..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

I got an smile when I looked at your face..

Next moment my heart tuned at pace..

Reasons of happiness,I have only few..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

Complex are the things what I feel...

Understand if you can, I won't reveal...

Feelings can't be false,these ought to be true..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

Dressed like a princess you were looking so royal..

You deserve better, also I'm not so loyal..

Want to be with you,but there's a long queue..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

A pretty lonely place & just you & I..

Leaving beside even, All odd things we try..

In my heart such new dreams I sew..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

With endless desires engulfing the skies..

Let me drawn into your intoxicating eyes..

Pleasant like after raining,that leaves a pretty hue..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

Why are you travelling alone with al your things..

If you wanna fly, just use my broad wings..

O mistress come & join my crew..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

-  Naveen Solanki
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“The way out”.........................

In atrocious hard times of life,

Problems stare at us as sharp brutal knife

Though our eyes remain closed to pray

Our bare feet don't stop to stray

Though our mouth is about to shout

But our mind searches “The way out”

In deep grief and in sea of sorrow

Nothing in heart for a happy moment to borrow

Though our eyes get filled with holy pearls

Our heart races with extra whirls

Though our fingers raise everyone suspicious doubt

The thing that calms me is “The way out”

When we are alone and trapped in chain

The efforts we make, go all in vain
Though our eyes not strong to stare
Everything warns us beware-beware
Though there is no sign of love to sprout
The thing makes me live is “The way out”

-Naveen Solanki

It’s really difficult to live without you............................

I like to open my eyes only to dive in your deepness

Always I want to see your sweet face and shyness
Realization of conditions I don’t wanna do
It’s really difficult to live without you...

Feeling of your touch on my wrist,

Is leaving me slowly, like sand from a fist

To hug you tight, that’s all I want to do

It’s really difficult to live without you...

Time made this wall between you and me...

They have made it difficult to kiss you and see

Oh my darling, don't wanna lose you...

 It’s really difficult to live without you...

My love, again wanna feel your divine charm

Hold   me tight until I feel some warmth

The hard time is closer and I don't have you

It’s really difficult to live without you

My tears have broken me in million parts

You’re not here to wipe these things apart

Never met tears till I were with you

It’s really difficult to live without you.

Miles of traditions of this society       

Tiles of disloyalty upon every entity

They always planned to separate me from you

It’s really difficult to live without you

Forgive me if I said this less than my breaths

So never treat me with any wrath

Oh my sweet love, 'I always love you  '

It’s really difficult to live without you

Please meet me regularly in my dreams

So that my sleep be smoother as creams

I never ever wanna wake up without you

 It’s really difficult to live without you..

-Naveen Solanki
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Who was she…full of divergence…full of convergence…full of everything….

   I wrote this article around 4 yrs ago. This is all about my experience with life. There are many circumstances in life when we feel so lonely and distressed. Though that time has passed but it left me with some wise thoughts. Read and give your opinion.

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   “hi…its naveen” these were my first words to her after a long disconnection. I asked her how she was.
     Not only I have to say her sorry but also I have to pay in many indirect ways. Though unintentionally, she was hurt by me beyond the limit. For her, it was not easy to be aware of acts going on behind the curtain.

     I knew she was thinking why I was asking puzzles.

    Yes, I was sorry for what I did. And it was the reflection of my act that she was looking too excited.
   Once a girl proposed me. In the same time, I was shocked by someone, who was residing in me and was just to go outside through my twisty tongue fond of taking bitter tastes in life.
  She was not single in quantity but more and more, but having the same quality.
  Whenever I saw her conjugated with me, I have to control my heart beat, my breathe rate and also it gave me a strong support to get it.


   All of you know that life is not a bad of roses but a bed of thorns. Here you cannot get anything in standing far in the last of a row. In my opinion, there is not a single thing in life that can be obtained by us in our hands in our resting stages.
   We have to catch all the things by jumping higher and higher i.e. by making efforts in the same way like catching the prey. And at that time I was also trying my best.
     I asked her whether she was even my friend or not. As my expectation, she was with a positive answer and really it was a glad occasion for me. Although she was with positive answer, yet I noted that she was totally changed and so she was told for that.
    I was asking her about this change because I was the same as I was many years ago in my character, my behavior, mentality and feelings.
 


    Everyone every time thinks that there will be the same as they think. And I belong to “everyone” and also an ordinary man. So I was in the same manner that I usually had years ago with her because I have a mentality not to be changed from heart.
  Every time, everywhere, at every occasion, whenever I wanted to contact her after our last meet; she was being busy in many customs and routine works like sleeping and others.  Though it was not so long time of 3 years for an ordinary person but it passed like an era of million years with me.
     At this time all of us have to remember one famous saying that CLOSENESS RESIDES IN HEART.SO NO MATTER HOW BUSY WE ARE OR HOW FAR WE ARE, WE ARE ALWAYS BEING REMEMBERED AND CARED FOREVER BY OURS, if there is a positive interaction among us.
   And I was just in the same way of remembrance but she was not. I had mentioned her in my life every time, every place, at every instant in all of my moments. Suddenly I asked her about the single moment, she ever tried to contact me. Now she didn’t say anything.
        To tell all of you about myself, I’m very emotional guy when alone but in a group I’m with hardest heart. My tendency seems likely to have whole of my world in my arms. You can feel it even at a single occasion with me that I usually have to face a hesitation like big problem while getting rid of a candy cover. I usually attach myself with everything.  Because of my mentality I do not want to detach from any of “MY PEOPLE”. And so I was continuing in that way.
      I am discussing these things with all of you my friends but so sad, these all things had no matter for her and likely to being a silly point and nothing more than it.




    Though there was not a single moment at which I had forgotten her, but afterwards I would surely like to forget her. I knew it was going to be our last conversation and she will forget me easily. I know that for not to be forgotten by her, I would have to take birth in next life.
   Till that time I never proposed her rather I assumed everything because of such intimacy of our relation. But now I came to know that I was in great misconception towards her side. All this happened only and only with me and not with her. It was the first time in my life that I was facing the last in a million miles of row.  I was not able to make any chance for me.
        As I and everyone, she also had her individual life and was free to join or unjoin any community, interaction or relationship. At that time I was in worst depression.


         

           The same time I heard a voice asking me something. It was nothing but “A RAY OF HOPE”, asking me -
          what is broken inside, why your face is wilting…
          why are you crying alone, to whom you remember…
All of you are thinking that the answer of question I asked ,is the girl to whom I talked after a long time. But no, it is not.
         Who was she…?  She was there with me at those hard times. She is with me now. She will be with me forever. She is nothing but “A RAY OF HOPE”. And this is the answer. She is full of convergence, full of divergence and in real mean full of everything I need. She provided me the ability to stand in the storms of life I had at various times.
        Now I don’t want to remember anymore about the ‘former she’ because the ‘latter she’ is really engaged with me in real means.



          As I, many of you would be facing my type of problem and as they, I also understand their problem. All of us should give the supreme order to the “THE RAY OF HOPE” you facing and not to their past.
You should live in a manner like just start, just begin and then a newer begin once again. Many of you are thinking that I am not on a good path now. But as I think I’m right.
        You should always remember that as you have, the ‘former she’ will also be confronting “a ray of hope” in a welcome like manner. 

      How pleasant it is to see a single sparkle in a dark valley where you are alone with your loneliness. Whenever we face any trouble, we are only with “a ray of hope” and nobody else with us.
SHE WILL BE ALWAYS WITH YOU, NO MATTER WHAT THE OCCASION IS, HOW CRITICAL ARE THE CONDITIONS AND HOW MUCH STRUGGLE IS THERE IN TIME.

        For all those ‘former she’ who are not familiar with their role, ego plays in their life. I want to tell them to think about their life. Do they go through each and every day making sure that each and every action is made with their protection in mind? Ego says, ‘don’t let anyone get closer ’. They are in insidious romance with their ego.

    We often fall into the trap of varying degree of consciousness together; hoping for the best while sowing the worst. Although sometimes just a touch on the shoulder will send a healing message throughout the body. But when you are engaged in such a complex exchange, it is quite difficult to see the true dynamics of relationship. Do you not think at a single moment that YOU ARE PLAYING WITHOUT EXPERIENCE and certainly your desires scaffold around the dramas to bring the wholeness, the completeness.

        In love we have to face such decisions that are not in our comfort zone. All of us set the conditions of what we allow into our life but whenever we fall in love, we allow an unhealthy relationship that have off beam configure for our set conditions.

     “In relationships, we learn as we go and aspire naturally towards certain perfection”.  It takes time to understand, it takes time to manage and it takes time to get bounded perfectly.

        We think that loving any person is the highest possible way of healing. But as I think that we are actually helping by making them free from specific interactions with us. Interactions in life do not change unless you change them. Do you expect your conjugate to change in some days?  No, not at all. We learn through experiences. In relationships we engage in an exchange of emotions, feelings and actions. IN SUCH RELATIONSHIPS WE WILL OBTAIN LEVELS OF TRUTH THAT ARE SOMETIMES UNSETTELING, OFTEN SURPRISING, AND DEFINITELY UNPREDICTABLE. These are nothing but lessons of life. Sometimes painfully, sometimes repeatedly THESE LESSONS OF LIFE WILL COME SURELY AS TIDES AND ARE MORE EFFECTIVE THAN OUR EXPECTATION.
        It is in the constancy of the maintenance of your will that the relationship remains in continuance according to your desire. We usually do for ourselves and it has the effect on our partner.
         When we have an open heart and open mind then we allow our will to shift and change with new perceptions that eventually comes along with life.       
       “THINK HOW MUCH SWEETER IT IS TO HAVE A CLEAR MIND AND A CLEAR HEART!”
         At last I want to say “It’s your courage to love yourself enough to command the blessings that are your due.”
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O! Mom O! Mom....

O! Mom O! Mom

I got you something

Please come out

Or I will start to shout

Open the door

Give me a kiss

I’m here on the floor

What do you think about this creature?

Colourful beautiful engaged in adventure

Flower to flower she is still confused

Which one to take and which one has to be refused

O! Baby be careful

It is pretty and beautiful

What are you doing with her?

Don’t let her in any danger

Better you should go along

Deliver it safely where does it belong.

O! Mom O! Mom

I got you something

Please come out

Or I will start to shout

Open the door

Give me a kiss

I’m here on the floor

It usually talks high in the sky

My mind goes off when it flies.

    I just grabbed this one of the pretty things

Surprised how it flies while No wings

O! Baby be careful

It is pretty and beautiful

What are you doing with her?

Don’t let her in any danger

Better you should go along

Deliver it safely where does it belong.

O! Mom O! Mom

I got you something

Please come out

Or I will start to shout

Open the door

Give me a kiss

I’m here on the floor

In my heart her carving is saved

Smelled her words, were all rose shaped

She has taken my heart and gave me love

Charming lovable cute sweet and dove

O! Baby be careful

It is pretty and beautiful

What are you doing with her?

Don’t let her in any danger

Better you should go along

Deliver it safely where does it belong.

OH GOD! YOU WERE SUCH A THIEF……

You didn't touch my physical things

You gave my desires new life, new wings

Don’t know, when your presence started to make me cool

Slowly you became essential part of my pool.

I was not aware, slept by your side

Went beyond the limits, forgot rules to abide

Don’t know, if I deserved small place in your heart

But gave you fullness, never asked for revert

Unanswered things why did you leave me alone

I am broken, emotions have flown.

Leaving silently will not make you debt free

I'm feeling like fallen leaf from a tree,

After million questions what makes you so calm

Are you happy now after distressing my realm?

You didn't steal the things, were physical

You have stolen my feelings, those are eternal.

You have pushed my life in deep grief

Oh God! You were such a thief.

INNOCENT LOVE......................

I remember the days ,

When i enjoyed nights.

time changed so much,

  but the things only slight.

the Time made some fine ,

sculptures  in my mind.

one day i felt someone,

in the pretty wind.

i asked the wind “how

to role around the hearts”

she replied "not you

but i got some rights.

time passed slowly

and i laughed sometimes

whenever i wept

she wiped every time

once i asked ”why

do u so caring abt me”.

“Is there any thing or

 relation between you & me”.

she replied “o my dear

its something like

an unbreakable bond. it is

something called as love

Emotions of heart

Come out sometimes .

They make some beautiful

and immortal relationships.

i asked "why don`t you

 meet me directly

it will make us to feel

completeness and not lonely.”

one day i met her

by chance.

Really my heart

started to dance

o my god so innocent

face i realized.

she came near me &told

calmly with sorrow

i lost my lovely son in

last winter war.

In her sluggish words i felt ,

an extreme of love for her son.

i remembered how i wept when.

i lost my inert doll.

she had lost her life before

the right time .happened with her

but i enjoyed with another

 new doll on the same evening.

o my god so innocent heart

i realized.

then I started & keep watching

 at her innocent face.

I saw many lines & wrinkles

of experience on her face.

i exclaimed but now

she smiled.

She came still closer and

told annoyingly

o sweet baby

 u r so pretty,

o sweet baby

you look like him.

o my god so innocent love ,i realized.